July 20, 2021
Dearest Jesus, without You, there is no life. Thank you for Your unconditional love towards me. You said, “Please remember that you are unique in My kingdom and no one else can perform the tasks I will give you to do. You are special to Me and I am longing to hold you in My arms for eternity, as I am with all My Bride! Go in peace and remember how very much I love you, My dear one.” (2020) In You Jesus, there is no grounding for fear.
Thank you Lord Jesus for seeing each one of us are unique to You, despite there are so many of us, but You are always attentive. I look forward to the unique tasks that You will give me to do after transformation. I also long to hold You. Thank you for saying that I am special to You, despite I have been the vessel that is not used much, but then You said one time that You will make great use of me after transformation. Thank you for choosing me as Your Bride.
You said that every detail in my life will be used, so I suppose the fragmented personalities that I had can reach out to those who also have this. I was baptized of all my alters in July 21, 2019 and to those who have fragmented alters, please be assured that you are saved by faith in Jesus’ salvation at the cross, even if some other alters have not met Christ. Thank you Jesus for choosing me as someone who is unlikely to be chosen, but for a unique purpose, by using my journey of disability in complex traumas.