July 25, 2021
Dearest Jesus, I was born very traumatized for no reason and each day it amplified exponentially of that pain in me for no reason. I have no local friends. However, within this pain I have found You, Lord Jesus. I am thankful that I have lost everything and in this I have found You instead. I am considered one of the least in this world, and I am thankful that You have chosen me for the coming assignments, to use me as Your vessel. I could not do many basic things, due to intellectual disability, I just felt like a wall of glass before me from the beginning of my life.
Please give me the strength to continue to seek You in my great pain and suffering from complex traumas. I have silent heart pain that no one understands. You have emphasized your healing on me and I am thankful for Your love that heals and enjoy the intimacy through the dreams, visions and words from Sparrow.