July 30, 2021
Dearest Jesus, living in this last generation of youths had been a hard generation, when it comes to the purification of the heart. I remember I had my greatest purification since December 2012, it was near impossible, but I pressed on very hard and continued to purify my heart, in a society that normalize and glorify sins.
Please give me strengths to continue my daily walk with You Lord Jesus. I have been feeling suicidal ever since 2016, when a sexual trauma had triggered my flashbacks. I am very thankful that I have found You and that You want to heal me. Each suicidal day was very hard, especially during 2018 back then, despite I had the need of hospitalization, but then strived not to.