July 20, 2021
Dearest Jesus, I plead that You can save the entire world. Please use me as Your vessel to reach out to the people. Please forgive my sins and I ask on behalf of those unsaved, for their forgiveness. I long to see more people being set free by Your gift of eternal life and unconditional love. You are my only hope in the dark, because of your gifts, I am filled with happiness, knowing that there is the next life with You, with a purpose. I have no friends around me of where I live, but I consider this an advantage to spend most of my time on You, oh Father.
I am learning of your unconditional love, just as you have said, “There is so much more coming than either of you can possibly imagine and you will both be immersed in My love to such a degree that you will reflect Me in all you do and say.” (2019) words from the Lord by a faraway friend of mine. I do look forward to finally see Jesus face to face and to hear Him loudly, as he had promised to me back in 2019. “I have heard your petitions and I will grant them.” (2019) I continue to cling to your promise, Father, especially transformation. Please use my testimony to reach to others in need after I am transformed to my new body, for you have said that I will be the ones who will not die in this generation.
I am a nobody in this world, but the Lord had seen potential in me that can be of use for His purpose. I am currently in full-time disability and despite of this, I am surrendering myself to His strength in me. I am surrendering myself without thinking, knowing I am alright, as long as I am with Jesus.
Please give me strengths, oh Lord. I know You are with me, despite I cannot see You yet. It is by faith that breaks through the thickest walls. Please restore me to a person that is high functioning, oh Lord. To know You, that You exist, gives me hope for the future, despite I have been hospitalized so frequently.