July 20, 2021
Dearest Jesus, I am trying my best to trust You. You said, “Please be assured that I am with you and I have been with you all your life. I know all that has happened to you and nothing has escaped My notice. I am your healer and you must trust Me to heal you totally and completely.” (2020) There is no one like You, Lord Jesus. You have told me to trust You for healing in much words that you have given me. Thank you for not forsaking me and goes through the journey with me. I look forward to being healed completely. It was in 2017, I had postponed my masters and only have finished my Bachelor of Architectural Designs, due to my flashbacks that had disabled me from functioning well.
I had been seeing much psychologists and psychiatrists, but You oh Lord Jesus is my perfect healer. You often acknowledge my traumas and healing of it completely, I trust in You that it will happen at the time of my transformation and I am grateful that You have chosen me, the foolish one in this world, to heal me. I will continue to share my testimony, in hope to see others being set free by You, especially those who have been through similar walks like me in suffering.
Teach me of Your unconditional love, Jesus. I have no friends locally (due to frequent displacements of housings, schools and countries), but to know someone like You who have been with me my entire life, means that You know everything about me. Such a rarity of love, I cherish it closely. Please continue to give me faith to trust in You throughout my journey of suffering from complex trauma.