July 22, 2021
Dearest Jesus, thank you for saving me and gave me reassurances time after time. I continue to trust that You are guiding me every step of the way, despite I cannot see what the future beholds for me, but I know in You, there is, especially the coming transformation to my new body without tasting death. I am very thankful to not die. This is unprecedented.
I could not speak or write to You, Lord, too much, because I am feeling very unwell still. I only have been discharged from the hospital recently and am very thankful that I can now stay at home, which is a better environment. I feel happier. I never have stayed in the hospital for that long, 45 days, with a majority of the stay in the intensive care.
You said You give the desire of my heart. I want to stay close to You for an eternity ahead by dwelling and that You said that there is a residence waiting for me in heaven, according to my heart’s desire. Please give me the strength and wisdom to continue my walk with You until the end and finally meeting You.